Wish it could be easy | Why is life so messy | Why is pain a part of us
There are days I feel like | Nothing ever goes right | Sometimes it just hurts so much
But You're here | You're real | I know I can trust You

Even when it hurts | Even when it's hard | Even when it all just falls apart
I will run to You | Cause I know that You are | Lover of my soul |Healer of my scars

You steady my heart

I'm not gonna worry | I know that You got me | Right inside the palm of your hand
Each and every moment | What's good and what gets broken | Happens just the way that You plan

And I will run to You | And find refuge in Your arms | And I will sing to You
Cause of everything You are

An Attempt for a First Post

I have always been a frustrated writer. I have pioneered and abandoned far too many blogs to even consider denying that fact. Yet again, I am going to try. So here goes my first post. I am hoping to come up with something sensible. :)

I am Ernilyn Brown. My most recently gained friends call me Ernee; my family calls me LenLen (and I have two siblings TenTen and JohnJohn -- I am no doubt a Filipino despite my last name); my Counter Strike friends call me Arni; and my mom calls me Ernesta when she's mad at me (You may amuse yourself guessing why, given that my name is a combination of my Dad's (Ernesto) and my Mom's (Marilyn) -- Again, proof that I am a Filipino.).

Funny thing is...before I even get to the end of this blog, I am seriously considering abandoning it prematurely. I realized I have tons of things to do but because I would still want to post something today, I would click the publish button, hoping that although this is far from a sensible post, this may be the start of a more faithful blogging attempt. So I shall bid you goodbye for now. I shall see you again soon. :)